Sinful Gothic

yes i'm still alive!

2003-10-04T08:26:41Z

man i havent updated this shit in FOREVER. well if you wanna know whats going on with me.. check out my livejournal http://www.livejournal.com/users/sinfulgothic

peekaboo

2003-08-27T17:40:58Z

i never have time to update this thing anymore, but i guess if you really wanna know how i'm doing and stuff... go to my livejournal (most entries are "friends only" though). maybe one of these days i'll copy and paste all my "friends only" entries and post them here as "friends only". anyhow i gotta go bake a chocolate cake with chocolate icing/chocolate chips on top (scary, no? we've been watching too much "food network" lately.. yum!) and clean up around here.

finally got the e-reader for the animal crossing game. the guy was nice enough to throw in a donkey kong game. i'm dying to see what this ereader does with the game.. so i'm gonna go now ;)

btw.. we are NOT moving. time ran out.. we didnt have enough money saved up.. so we are stuck living here for another year. next year we will be prepared! what else what else... hmm... o right... took 3 pics the other day... i dunno if i'm gonna post them here or not. if i did.. it would be friends only! new hair cut too.. but i wont get into that now.. i gotta fucking pee so bad! bye! *runs*

blackout craziness

2003-08-15T16:03:16Z

omg... the power is finally BACK. what a wacky night. go to my livejournal to hear more about it.

http://www.livejournal.com/users/sinfulgothic

quizes times, thanks to trina

2003-08-12T22:54:04Z

You're Bettie Page!

What Classic Pin-Up Are You?
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ugh.. i was hoping i wouldnt get the same results everyone else seems to be getting.
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You're a Ruby. You are very outgoing and wild. You
are confident, yet sometimes you go overboard.
You are vibrant and full of life...just like
the color red.

What Jewel Are You?
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a test i stole from ashtons livejournal :)

2003-07-21T18:34:57Z

Test Results

You think of yourself as being passionate, exciting, hungry, and lustful.

Others think of you as being playful, cute, loveable, and cuddly.

Your relationships can be described as warm, bubbly, soothing, and relaxing.

When stressed, you feel alone.

Take this test here.

sinfulgothic @ 2003-07-19T12:54:00

2003-07-19T16:58:15Z

You are the Bride of Valentine. You hold your heart
in your hand, a broken heart that has been
damned.

Which Living Dead Doll Are You?
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an update of my life...

2003-06-19T19:45:01Z

Sunday we went out to Trash and Vaudeville to grab 3 different colors of manic panic. Gary wants to bleach the shaved part of my hair once it grows out a little more, and do some kind of design using the three colors I picked. Which 3 colors did I get? Aqua, dark blue, and purple. Don't ask, I just wanted to pick 2 darker colors and a brighter color that all seemed to go well with each other (I was gonna go for a more girlie thing... like reds or pinks... but hey, blue is one of my fav colors!)

Anyhow... I ended up getting a cute little pair of shorts and fishnet stockings while we were there, so I had something nice to wear with my boots at the "A Different Drum Synthpop Festival" coming up soon. I'm looking forward to see B!Machine, Wave In Head, and New Clear Sky. It's a 2 day event, and since it takes too long to go back and forth, we are getting a hotel room to make it easier on us. We'll be staying at the same hotel as the bands playing.

Also, Ninthwave Records are giving us promo cd's to distribute at the event!

Oooo, in other news...
Gary interviewed Mark of Cosmicity! We're really excited to have the opportunity to interview such great artists! The interview section will be filled as time goes on.

I'm very happy with the direction sinfulgothic.com is heading.
O shit, that reminds me, I have to make/print out flyers!

the quiz thingies again...

2003-06-02T17:55:47Z

Young. Really young. I'd say anywhere from 15-35.
But you'll go out with a bang. You'll get in a
car accident or be shot. You'll never have to
see yourself get old. Sad though. Really sad.
By the way, its common knowledge that more
people with great goals and aspirations die
young. And if you want to die old, you'll die
young and vice versa.

At what age will you die?
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well... isnt that just nice?

obsessive compulsive

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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melotron/covenant NYC

2003-05-12T05:42:33Z

just now got home from the melotron/covenant concert at bb-kings in NYC. hmm... lets start from the beginning, shall we?

ok lets start at... hmm... 6pm... we head off to go out to eat (mothers day gift from gary). we decided to go to applebees. i got some cheese sticks and this huge alcoholic drink. by the time we were done eating, we notice its still early (concert doors didnt open til 9:20) so we go to this arcade right next to it and i watch gary play some dance dance revolution for a bit. after that we stood in line for 45 mins to get into the concert. once we get inside.... the drinking begins!

first act begins.... melotron. i stood right up front and got a good view of the guys balls when he stood infront of me. nice huh? anyhow... great act... BUT as they were finishing up... the drinks cought up to me.. and well i puked all over the floor and part of the front of the stage. yummy!
gary headed me to the bathroom where i could wash my hands and face off. i sat down on a booth like couch to chill out for a few to make sure i was ok. gary bumps into a few of his friends while i'm sitting there. one of them, a female, was going out for a cig and i asked her if i could tag along. fresh air! i thought i could try to be not so antisocial and loosen up a bit and try to get over this whole shy shit and went with her.... also giving gary time to talk with his friends without having to worry if i was ok or not.
got back, talked briefly with one of his male friends about my shyness or something, then all of a sudden gary like... touches my boobs infront of him... i still dont know what to think about that but man it was embaressing!

finally we make our way to the side of the stage to get a desent view and gary bumps into another friend and talks to him briefly. while he was talking to this guy, some chick walked up to me asking if she could rub my head... how wierd! but i let her do it *snickers* i couldnt resist... it just feels so goooooood. anyhow covenant starts playing. it was a great show.
we ended up leaving as they were playing their last song so we could get a head out before everyone was pushing and shoving their way out. bump into that female friend of his again who at this point was reallllllly drunk. gary told her if she needed to, she could call and stay here for the night seeing we have this one huge empty room available.
anyhow... we walk to the subway, get on, get off, walk home, and now i'm writing this all in my journal. lovely no?

well i'm getting a bit of a headache. i'm gonna go lay down with gary and drink some water. night!

to the batcave, batman!

2003-04-27T05:46:34Z

went to the batcave with gary to see gasr, flesh field, and assemblage 23! stood right in the front so i got to see it all yay! had alot of alcohol prior to going.... it was a fun night!

honestly... i wasnt digging flesh field too much... and did anyone notice that guy has no ass? i mean.. literally!

GREAT FUCKING NEWS!

2003-04-26T03:21:06Z

FINALLY, i got my own fucking hosting!!!! no more popups!!!! no more banners!!!!! but this means... the site will be down for about 3 days due to my domain name transfuring from the shitting free hosting to the new owned hosting!

o and get this... i can give out up to 145 free emails!!!!
i get unlimited bandwidth, unlimited ftp, 145 free pop3 emails, 150 MB of space, and ALOT of damn features that i'm dying to use/take advantages of! it was cheaper then i thoughts... $69 a year *does a dance* (if you want to know where i got this hosting and would like it yourself... email me. i will ONLY give you the info out on one condition... that when you order your hosting, you type in my email address next to "referal email" so i can keep this no banner, no popup hosting going. i get credits on my account, not money... but hey i rather have the credits to my hosting account! I spent all day going threw hundreds of sites just to find this kick ass hosting so i deserve this much for giving out this kind of info!)

what finally broke me into getting this? well i get complaints about the popups all the time and banners, which i hate just as much as them... and i had my pictures hosted on another free hosting site.. and they cancelled my account... so fuck them i got my own hosting with unlimited bandwidth!!!! woot!!!!

on another note: ASSEMBLAGE 23 concert is tomorrow.. yay!!!!

for the public...

2003-03-30T17:57:10Z

citizen toxie, the toxic avenger 4, unrated director's cut DVD is out yay!
we've been waiting a while for this and now it has finally come out. we got the dvd a few days ago are all excited 'cause my hubby is not only in the movie but was also in the "apocalypse soon" documentary a bunch of times! way to go gary! hes adoreable in the movie! go out and get it now!

ugh!

2003-03-26T19:25:12Z

other news: the stupid radio site is down apparently so that means our radio is down for today. i'm sorry for those of you that listen on a daily basis... i dont have control over it really. i'm hoping it will be back up by this evening.. but no promises cause i dont know for sure.

what a shitty day (pun intended)

2003-02-21T23:25:29Z

yesterday sucked ASSSSSSS!!!!
the power was out ALL FUCKING DAY! unfortunatly we had no flashlights and only a little candle. no power also = no computer = radio was down. we went to "the world" to eat/kill time and walked around for a bit.. hoping by the time we came back the power would be back.. but no. it was literally out for 24 hours! also because the power was out.. that ment we had no hot water or heat, so we had to bundle up at night and keep close just to stay warm. it was just a shitty day.

today.. omg.. was NOT any better! we got the power back at like 1 in the afternoon and then had some... plumbing problems. the toliet wouldnt stop overflowing. the bathroom was filled with an inch of shitty water. i tried so hard to clean it up and fix the toliet, but i'm no fucking plumber. we eventually got the landlord to come down and help.. luckily he knew how to fix it and fixed it quickly. i'm just glad its finally over with!

at the moment i'm working on sticking up new free graphics. i dont like the old ones and refuse to post shitty free graphics, ya know? i will be posting the old avatars cause i still like those. also gonna update links/add links today. i promised one awsome site i'd post their link.. and thats what i'm gonna do!

anyhow i must go and get this stuff done and over with. take care everyone and LISTEN TO MY FUCKING RADIO ALREADY PEOPLE!!!!! its some kick ass music... we worked so hard getting a playlist going and rarely anyone listens.. what gives? so fucking listen already! ITS FREEEEEEEE!

AND...please someone join the message board! we only have two fucking member... alot of kick ass info is/will be posted on there! so what are you waiting for?! go join already, its freeeee! hell you can even socialize on it for all i care.. just join!

GO, LISTEN, NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2003-02-17T02:19:24Z

NEW Online Radio Now UP!!!!! Click the Link on the main page at http://www.sinfulgothic.com

Music Genre: Aggro/Electro/Industrial/EBM/Etherial/Goth/Darkwave/Electro

GO LISTEN... NOW!

NEW NEW NEWWWW

2003-02-07T06:07:56Z

The NEW sinfulgothic.com is finally up yay. go and enjoy!

Ninthwave Records CD's Raffle

2003-02-06T18:02:27Z

Sinfulgothic.com and Ninthwave Records have come together to commemorate the opening of the *new* Sinfulgothic.com with a great contest for all goth/electro/synthpop music afficionados. Five (5) winners will be chosen - each will receive every CD Ninthwave records has already produced, or will produce in the future. Winners will receive a special certificate that is good forever on all future releases, certificate is also transferrable from person to person, which means if you decide to give it as a gift or eventually hand it over to someone else and have them get the cd's instead, its no problem. Winners will receive a package with all previous Ninthwave releases, all future releases will be delivered within 6 weeks of initial release date. Raffle tickets are just $10 each, and can be payed via paypal or money order.

Contest runs from Staurday February 08.2003 until Friday March 28.2003 - please go to sinfulgothic.com for any additional details. contest should be posted on the site by saturday.

New Rules

2003-01-12T17:58:26Z

ok new rules. i refuse to put anyone on my "friends" list that also has anything to do with jack (whether your friends with him or just have him on your "friends" list). I want him out of my life and no offense but i dont trust anyone anymore.

breakdown

2003-01-06T21:29:50Z

i've changed my deadjournal. most of my journal will only be allowed to be viewed by anyone on my friends list. if you want to be on my friends list, email me your journal sn at slnfulgothlc@aol.com. i'm sorry it has to be this way, but i need a certain asshole out of my life and my life as of now is none of his buisness. hes done his damage already... too bad everything he says is bullshit. the ones that only listen to him... have only been manipulated and suckered. their loss, not mine. i know who my true friends are. my true friends know i wouldnt abandon the one thing i hold dear to me. i was told i coudlnt come back.. how is that abandoning my son? it wasnt my plan to move to ny... if it was i would of shipped trent to his grandparents first...and packed up all my belongings. it was only supose to be a vacation/visit. i lost EVERYTHING. the one person i have now is gary and i'm glad he is very supportive threw all this cause i'm sure it brings him down to see me in all this pain. sometimes i feel like... i just want to die. this was not how it was supose to end. i was supose to go back... put up with jacks shit for 6 months.. til me and gary had the money to move trent with me to ny... but NO, i had to lose him. its fucking depressing. it hurts so fucking bad. pray i make it threw this... i lost too much in too little time... its getting hard to handle.. i keep feeling my life slipping from my hands. if it wasnt for gary.. i wouldnt be here right now i'll tell you that. ugh... i need help... i dunno if i can make it threw this. it hurts so bad... none of you will EVER understand what its like. jack.. you are one sick asshole. i will forever hate you. you gained from this.. i lost everything.. yet you still insist on trying to bring me so down and manipulate everyone into hating me when its all fucking bullshit. i hope karma bites you HARD for this!

rawr

2003-01-03T20:48:46Z

just so you all know, i have moved to ny for good. jacks been messing around with my site so it will be down for a few days til i can recode the sh*t.
i also had to change my email once again so if you need to contact me, do so at slnfulgothlc@aol.com or sinfulgothic@yahoo.com. i also had to change my passwords once again.

and also, I wanted to add that the new site, once it is up, will redefine everything you thought you knew about me, Sinful Gothic. All new "pay features" will be added, for those who desire a glimpse into the passageways of Sinful Gothic. Also, speically molded and carded Sinful Gothic ACTION FIGURES are going to run (only 25 pressed) and so much more. I have been reborn, and with this all new things shall arise.

Sinful Gothic forever

blue <3

2002-10-25T20:08:34Z

Dying my bangs blue tonight, yay... Which means I'll be taking new pics tomorrow :)
Other then that, I've been spending alot of time to my art and doing a new layout for sinfulgothic.com. I just dont like it how it is now. Anyhow... I'm gonna go workout for a little bit and start dying the rest of my hair black =op

sinfulgothic @ 2002-10-09T02:47:00

2002-10-09T09:48:55Z

What kind of porno would you star in?
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lol anyhow... worked on some poser stuff today. i will post it in renderosity although i wanna do more with it still (i wanna make it into digital art and not just a poser thing)
anyhow its late i'm gonna go.

yay

2002-09-21T23:50:53Z

i added a total of 32 or so new pics to my site over the last few days. enjoy =op

heh

2002-09-21T03:08:39Z

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Low
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Moderate
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	Low
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Low
-- Click Here To Take The Test --

at least its not as bad as trina's *snickers*

lol

2002-09-17T05:36:07Z

ImAWicked: my nuts keep falling otu of my pants
PsychoticDeviant: my tit keeps falling out of my shirt....
Xistenz311: <-- also a devoted fan of trina poo
Desolate Kitty: and then we make mad passionate slut munky sex as I kiss his boo boos
FireOmari: I want to put my lips to his excrement